sorry !

I'm sorry ,

I'm sorry and I'm sorry !

I'm sorry because make your heart hurt I didn't mean to do that. FACT ! I let you go doesn't mean that I didn't love you. Yes , I didn't mention that I love you after what you had did to me. want to know why?? because I'm afraid to love you back..I'm afraid you will do the same thing like what I had faced it before..I'm afraid to get into you and most I afraid is when I love you like what I had gave my fully heart to someone who I really love before and you will did the same as he did to me. I want you to be happy with someone who really can make you smile everyday. I want to look you always happy with someone who really cares about you and can give you an happiness. FACT ! I know you likes her before I appear in your life and you love her before we get know each other. Yes, I didn't say that you are cute, handsome and ect. but you have to know you're the reason behind my smile, you're the reason for my laughter, and also for the reason for my happiness because you've showed me what love is but I never thought you're also the reason for my tears. I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had. How can I forget you when your always on my mind? How can I not want you when your all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart? I don't know why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine. I know I always cry when we spent our day together but It's doesn't mean that I'm not happy. I cried because I'm AFRAID. afraid like what I had noted before. For me LOVE is letting go of the one you love just because want to see he/her to be happy